Dit is denk ik de lastigste blog om te delen...
ย ๐ต๐จ๐จ๐บ๐ป ๐ด๐บ ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ต๐ถ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ต ๐จ๐จ๐ต๐ป๐จ๐ณ ๐จ๐ต๐ซ๐ฌ๐น๐ฌ ๐ท๐น๐ถ๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ด๐ฌ๐ต. ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐พ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ป ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ด๐จ๐ต๐ซ ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ป ๐จ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ด๐จ๐จ๐ณ. ๐ด๐จ๐จ๐น ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ป ๐ฐ๐บ ๐พ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ต. ๐จ๐จ๐ต ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ผ๐ฐ๐ป๐ฌ๐ต๐ฒ๐จ๐ต๐ป ๐๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ป ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ป ๐จ๐ณ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ซ ๐ด๐จ๐จ๐น ๐ด๐ฌ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ป ๐บ๐ถ๐ด๐บ ๐พ๐ฌ๐ณ. ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ณ๐จ๐จ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐น๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ท๐ป ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ป ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ฌ๐ต ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐น๐ถ๐ด ๐ฝ๐จ๐จ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ต. ๐ป๐ถ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฌ๐ป ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐บ๐ป๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ต๐ป๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ถ๐น ๐ฌ๐ต ๐ท๐น๐ถ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐น ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ป ๐จ๐ณ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ซ ๐ฝ๐จ๐ต ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ท๐ถ๐บ๐ฐ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฝ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ต๐ป ๐ป๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ต ๐ป๐๐งกย
I know you think I got it all figured out
'Cause I walk around like my head's in the clouds
But I'm just a girl with her heart pourin' out of her head
I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen
All of the times I spent being not me
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know
Trying my best
Trying my best to be okay
Trying my best but every day, it's so hard
Holding my breath
Holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I want to say from my heart
If you really wanted, I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws
Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul, I won't stop
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know
Trying my best
Trying my best to be okay
Trying my best but every day, it's so hard
Holding my breath
Holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I want to say from my heart
Trying my best
Trying my best to be okay
Trying my best but every day, it's so hard
Holding my breath
Holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I want to say from my heart...
ยฉAnson Seabra 2019